Due to an injury Victor sustained during war, which deeply scarred his face, Victor doesn't find himself attractive... and he's sure women don't either. He hasn't been attracted to a woman in ten years.

So, why the hell can't he stop dreaming of her? Why doesn't being near her conjure up the memory of the unspeakable act he and his war buddy committed? Where's the fear he's had for women since then?

Most importantly, why is he instantly infatuated?